Wendell stood up yesterday all by himself! I stood him up to a ride-on fire truck outside on the grass next to great-grandma and he just stood there. Didn't reach to grab the truck or me or anything. For at least 10 seconds, he was standing! My little baby is growing up and getting stronger! Its showing now too!!!

Oh, how I love him! Soon, he'll start walking too...

These are just some random pictures from my camera. I was finally able to upload the pics from it! Some of the pics go back over a year! In fact, almost two years ago... Mike's first Christmas.

I can't believe my first little baby is so grown up! He talks and has his very own opinion about things, and can be very demanding about what he wears too.

Little Wendell, he will be 1 years old in less than 4 months! I can't believe it! It feels as if I was just barely pregnant!

Its been great fun watching the two of them grow and learn! They love to play together too. Mike is always very protective of his little baby, and makes sure I know when he needs me. Mike also knows how to get me to put Wen down, so that he can get some one-on-one time with mommy.

My boys are the smartest and the brightest stars in the sky! I love you, with ALL of my heart!

We moved out of Morgan, and now are staying with Kelly's parents...again. They are so patient and great, we are so lucky to have them and be able to stay with them.

Mike yesterday, after his nap, cried because he wanted to go home. He said he wanted to get into the car and go home. It was so sad! We are not going back to that home, not ever. Someone else has bought it, and now lives there. How sad. We were planning on being in Morgan for a few years, and now we have to scramble to find another place to live so that we aren't taking up so much space at Dawn and Joel's household.

I am also looking for a job to help with paying off our debt. That will be so great! Then we can go on a real family vacation! Well, I want to go on one. Next year Mike will be old enough to really enjoy Disneyland, and Wen will be old enough to at least go on some rides. Let's hope it happens.

Irritability, bi-polar, and depression. I've talked to my Aunt Kathy, my dad's sister, and she's been researching our family history for medical issues, and has found that these three things have been diagnosed in most of the females going as far as my 4th cousins.

This is a good thing to know, because I live with depression. I haven't really thought much about anyone in my family tree having these problems, because I only really consider my mother's side, but it turns out, that my father's side are the ones I have things in common with. I no longer feel alone. I feel as if I have some kind of connection in life to others. These people understand what I am feeling on a day to day basis. I have family. I am not the odd one out. The one who doesn't belong.

Sorry if this isn't what a blog is for, but I just had to share it with something. Type it out, to get it out.

Anyway.........